I have an Idea, go to your local Barns & Noble, Amazon, or local library, get a book on C, C++, C#, or any other language of your choice, study it, and become semi skilled. Code your game, and release it over the tubes under a GNU license. You learn a new language tat you can use to do other things with, have the game that you want, and another free piece of free software that everyone can enjoy! :-D